Eternally grateful

Hey! I finished my big exam that i talked about before. Finished it just earlier today at 3.30 pm. I feel a hugeee relieve in my heart and I am just chilling and relaxing and just want to take 2 weeks off just for myself. Right now, i could only hope for the best in my results that is coming out in about 3 more months. Please pray for my success and God shall bless you in every way  <3

I am off on a holiday with my family in 2 days and I am just looking forward to this getaway. I think I have mentioned it way too much to my peers. It shows just how much I need this break haha. I have not seen the place but I trust my parents and my uncle to make the best decision for me.

What have I been up to for the last 6 months? I graduated. That is one. It was a pleasure to be able to walk on stage and have everyone that I adore around me. I could never ask for better classmates because they have accepted me in all my bossy ways and all my imperfections. I am just glad that if I laugh hysterically, instead of making fun of my laugh, they join in. They really are the place to release my tensions. The ones I scream at but never scream back. Its crazy! Who can stand me like that?! I am eternally grateful for them.

Teachers have given me every last bit of their hope to me in the last few days before I go for my big exam and I again, am eternally grateful. Sometimes those little bits of hope is the one that keep us going whether we realize it or not. Therefore, we must always look on the bright side of things. Some people, they say things to make us feel better but they phrase their words wrongly. They mean well. Every time just right before the exam, teachers would stand in a line and just wishing us luck and I felt the love and feel more comfortable in the exam hall.

Lets talk about friends in general. I am an ultimately annoying and most would say, clingy. I have no idea how they could stand me hahahaha. I am that person that asks a billion questions until I truly understand something. But i am grateful on how at any time of the day, if I text any of my friends, they would reply. Rather it be 2am or 4pm, they would be there and I am extremely lucky since not everyone have the same privilege as i did with all of them. Some of my friendships were mend in this course of 6 months and it hasn't and probably isn't going to be the worst decision I would have ever made.

The past 5 weeks have been intense. It is the total time I had to spend in the examination hall. It is of course very stressful and brings about a bunch of emotions that just come together and sometimes just get the best of me. Books been thrown and doors been slammed. How do I release the tension within me, you ask? I scream to one direction songs. Every day I come home and I just put on their live shows (cause live ones are always better than the recorded ones) and sing my heart out in front of the television with them. It feels good. Better than stress eating at least haha. Perhaps, just maybe, I've been the cause of the thunderstorms. Whoops!

Of course I am grateful for my parents that had been patient with my attitude and tantrums at home. I am so grateful because they had only been extra supportive and helps me ease my stress. They bring miracles and their non-stop prayers for me will always be something i am forever grateful for. I definitely do not deserve this love of a man and a woman that is just too strong to be true.

I think I am done making my thankful speech haha. Today marks my last day as a secondary school student and throughout this 13 schooling years ever since I am 4 and barely 5, I am thankful for everyone that is a part and had been a part of my life. Without these people, I surely would not grow into who I am today :)

I hope I could put up some photos of my holiday that I mentioned earlier in the following post. Not a promise though cause I am really not good at posting regularly as you could tell haha. See you! Here are some photos I took from a long time ago.