Malacca

Hi, I am back! I am also back from my holiday and it was the magical 3 days of my life because I got to spend a lot of time with my family. We played card games such as monopoly deal and hi jack. There were a lot of laughter going around and we constantly sleep late just to play more rounds.

On the second day, we woke up early to breakfast and during lunch, we went out to eat some fish asam pedas that was really delicious. We then went to explore a little bit more of Malacca by climbing up the st Paul's hill (i hope that is what it's called) to visit the st Paul church that was built centuries ago. It is so beautiful and there was carvings on rocks and all. Yeah I was starstruck haha. We also went to the A'Famosa to see the part of the wall that was left from the Portuguese times. It was built in 1511 and yet still standing tall. At night, we went to see some 4d shows and a red indian show and a parade at a carnival in celebration of Christmas.

Okay let's be real on how terrible I am talking about this whole history thing. So as promised from the last post, here is a thread of photos that I had taken through the trip.

God bless my history. I should never talk about history and only talk about things that I know or I'd 100% looks stupid.

haha there were a lot of pigeons on our apartment balcony so here is one

Eternally grateful

Hey! I finished my big exam that i talked about before. Finished it just earlier today at 3.30 pm. I feel a hugeee relieve in my heart and I am just chilling and relaxing and just want to take 2 weeks off just for myself. Right now, i could only hope for the best in my results that is coming out in about 3 more months. Please pray for my success and God shall bless you in every way  <3

I am off on a holiday with my family in 2 days and I am just looking forward to this getaway. I think I have mentioned it way too much to my peers. It shows just how much I need this break haha. I have not seen the place but I trust my parents and my uncle to make the best decision for me.

What have I been up to for the last 6 months? I graduated. That is one. It was a pleasure to be able to walk on stage and have everyone that I adore around me. I could never ask for better classmates because they have accepted me in all my bossy ways and all my imperfections. I am just glad that if I laugh hysterically, instead of making fun of my laugh, they join in. They really are the place to release my tensions. The ones I scream at but never scream back. Its crazy! Who can stand me like that?! I am eternally grateful for them.

Teachers have given me every last bit of their hope to me in the last few days before I go for my big exam and I again, am eternally grateful. Sometimes those little bits of hope is the one that keep us going whether we realize it or not. Therefore, we must always look on the bright side of things. Some people, they say things to make us feel better but they phrase their words wrongly. They mean well. Every time just right before the exam, teachers would stand in a line and just wishing us luck and I felt the love and feel more comfortable in the exam hall.

Lets talk about friends in general. I am an ultimately annoying and most would say, clingy. I have no idea how they could stand me hahahaha. I am that person that asks a billion questions until I truly understand something. But i am grateful on how at any time of the day, if I text any of my friends, they would reply. Rather it be 2am or 4pm, they would be there and I am extremely lucky since not everyone have the same privilege as i did with all of them. Some of my friendships were mend in this course of 6 months and it hasn't and probably isn't going to be the worst decision I would have ever made.

The past 5 weeks have been intense. It is the total time I had to spend in the examination hall. It is of course very stressful and brings about a bunch of emotions that just come together and sometimes just get the best of me. Books been thrown and doors been slammed. How do I release the tension within me, you ask? I scream to one direction songs. Every day I come home and I just put on their live shows (cause live ones are always better than the recorded ones) and sing my heart out in front of the television with them. It feels good. Better than stress eating at least haha. Perhaps, just maybe, I've been the cause of the thunderstorms. Whoops!

Of course I am grateful for my parents that had been patient with my attitude and tantrums at home. I am so grateful because they had only been extra supportive and helps me ease my stress. They bring miracles and their non-stop prayers for me will always be something i am forever grateful for. I definitely do not deserve this love of a man and a woman that is just too strong to be true.

I think I am done making my thankful speech haha. Today marks my last day as a secondary school student and throughout this 13 schooling years ever since I am 4 and barely 5, I am thankful for everyone that is a part and had been a part of my life. Without these people, I surely would not grow into who I am today :)

I hope I could put up some photos of my holiday that I mentioned earlier in the following post. Not a promise though cause I am really not good at posting regularly as you could tell haha. See you! Here are some photos I took from a long time ago.